Sigh and with all of this I am also married so I have to spend time and give to my wife. Plus I am engage with the politics in my country and we are having elections next month. So that's another time consumer. It's so bad that many nights my wife cry's because she thinks I am just gonna pass out and not wake up. Me being me I simply laughed thinking she was over reacting. But she was dead serious. Spreading my body thin because I want a house. And they are super expensive to even apply for one on my country. So I have to do what I have to do.
My apologies for bringing up personal matters.