I will give you a deal Beta.
We play in turns.
I can see your point of view, not going to be hypocritical here.
I played 30 games in the latest 3 years and I did far from average so you don't expect I can become at least an average player but I indeed recognized my mistakes here. I'm perfectly aware of where I wronged. I could type an essay on that. Where I do commence? Sussing players only because they were sussing me? That's very miserable because you have to fish yourself for players, there's a huge basket of players, you can't merely sus those ones expecially if they have good reasons to suspect you. Did I shoot townies? I should have not. You don't shoot a player as a townie unless you have dead evidence they are likely scum, which I did not have and this goes down to other abilities which can be detrimental.
I didn't cooperate in a team well enough and I should have posted way more in the Mafia chats contributing substantially and never making such bold moves. Safety should have been the drive which was not mine. Just like I should have read game threads better, contribute better in analyzing the game moments and taken better decisional patterns.
This is all the stuff I missed and I acknowledged it just now because I was too stubborn. I was so confident of my capabilities that I was like "ok I'm so good I can do well without pinning enough effort into this game" and I was just delusional.
it’s fab
