It's not that you're acting irrationally for me that leads me to suspect you, it's that you're acting in a way that comes off as a forced and stiff scum. Additionally, this stiffness and disingenuousness about you is a big contradiction from the casual and natural that was in Zem ToS 2.
I still believe that you're acting forced even in your recent posts. You're coming across to me as someone who's making an appeal to emotion fallacy so we can think you're town. This random anger you just had is coming from being suspected by several players, whether for dumb reason or not, and has lead you to taunt us and disrespect the hosts. Shit ain't adding up. This was literally you: "Oh, no, I'm being suspected for dumb reasons! Okay, so everyone who suspects me sucks, and even though there are another 24 hours left in the phase, y'all just lynch me and I won't do anything to stop my lynch. I'll even vote alongside!" You can't just chalk everything up to being irrational.