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Awkwardly existing in a world of chaos.
Men fall in love only once
Never approach a man who has been in love with another woman before because he just wants to ease his pain
So true man....this has been EXACTLY my life, as I talked with you before recently. I've never been able to fall in love again like I did with a certain girl a LONG time ago! No matter how much they might love me in return, I cannot return it at all. I'm just empty, hollow. I can't feel anything for them or others.

You could just say "I'm a ghost" lol. I had to emotionally numb myself 14 years ago as my heartbreak was so severe, it was killing me and I couldn't carry on, but now I'm feeling like I barely exist anymore, I'm torn between the worst pain I've ever felt and feeling void of any actual sense of being alive, human or w/e. I just feel empty.

Went quite morbid there but that's how I genuinely am deep down tbh. I'm struggling to sleep lately due to nightmares and being severely depressed at night and such too.

I'm already accepting, either I will have to just settle with someone sooner or later and never be able to give them my full heart and soul, my full love or I'm just gonna die alone at this point tbh.
 
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