It's so difficult to reflect on the darkest times in your life, but sometimes you gotta do that. I was f**ked up.
I mean, I hit rock bottom. But I make no excuses. My behavior in this game was inexcusable, I take full responsibility for my actions in that I'm disgusted. I was disgusted then, when I did it, I'm disgusted now.
I went out and I sought out professional help. I had to go into therapy, I had to go into rehab. I asked God for his mercy and grace. I'm so sorry. But I’m committed to be a better man each and every day. I'm not asking for forgiveness. I'm truly sorry.
@Fujishiro @Dr_Professor83