Fine, I'll give you something. Don't worry if it doesn't satisfy, its just an appetizer
When I was young my first Pokémon game was.... well it was Pokémon Snap but my first real Pokémon game was Ruby. I started with a Mudkip named MUDDY, and I loved Muddy very much. But I was also a huge fan of Blaziken because of the anime, and while I liked Mudkip more than Torchic, I found myself unable to surpass the 2nd gym with an unevolved Mudkip, and I knew it would only get harder from there. So I evolved MUDDY. But then... the magic left. I didn't want a Marshtomp. I wanted a Mudkip. So I reset. My very first starter died that day. And I loved BLAZY the Blaziken with all my heart and kept him with me as my most special Pokémon all the way until my 3DS got stolen with my copy of Pokémon Black still inside. But I still feel a pang of guilt when I think of MUDDY.
Also I learned to draw digitally by using the game Pokémon Art Academy on the 3DS to draw smut(not of Pokémon. Sorry Reloaded)