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I've obviously missed and overlooked as you can see below of course.
I'm really not in a good place mentally, emotionally, spiritually, physically and whatever else. I'm struggling and been having severe nightmares constantly involving a lot of death and such, so it's left me having panic attacks and terrified beyond belief. I see my therapist in 9 days, unfortunately wasn't able to see her sooner so just holding
I'm really not in a good place mentally, emotionally, spiritually, physically and whatever else. I'm struggling and been having severe nightmares constantly involving a lot of death and such, so it's left me having panic attacks and terrified beyond belief. I see my therapist in 9 days, unfortunately wasn't able to see her sooner so just holding
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out desperately until then despite how much I'm struggling too.
I'm really tired of the way the world is right now, being hurt by other people, a lot of things going on with One Piece and just in my life too atm.
Sorry to trauma dump but I really appreciate you asking as it enabled or even provoked me to actually get it off my chest and I needed that, thank you.
I hope you are doing well man, how has life been
I'm really tired of the way the world is right now, being hurt by other people, a lot of things going on with One Piece and just in my life too atm.
Sorry to trauma dump but I really appreciate you asking as it enabled or even provoked me to actually get it off my chest and I needed that, thank you.
I hope you are doing well man, how has life been
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for you? Has it got any better? Your circumstances, your health, have they improved too? I'm glad to see you are still around and I'm curious to know how you feel about that big Shamrock reveal too btw? I'm so conflicted about it and I feel like I should have expected it more, should have seen it coming, it feels like I've missed something in the past at least and Oda really pulled the wool over our eyes or so lol.
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I just happened to check the forum a day or so before the valentine's event ended so I had to get involved with that, as it's my favourite thing this site does by far followed by the contests and some of the trolling/shitposting ofc, I didn't want to miss it so I had to make sure I sent some messages even though it was literally within the last few minutes before the "post office" was meant to close LOL!
MonsterKaido
@Kizaruber Eats Be strong brother. You are not alone. Join a community group if possible. I hope you will overcome this :) Never give up!
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Brother, you are not alone. Whenever you have a problem, you can talk to us.
To be honest, my situation is not good either.
After all, this is life. There are always hardships and sorrows. There were days when I wanted to end my life.
We have to continue this life anyway. There are people who don't want me to get hurt.
I want to see you for the rest of my life, so be strong :)
To be honest, my situation is not good either.
After all, this is life. There are always hardships and sorrows. There were days when I wanted to end my life.
We have to continue this life anyway. There are people who don't want me to get hurt.
I want to see you for the rest of my life, so be strong :)
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Thank you so much man. I know Jaguark has offered many times, I'm sure you have and probably some others have too, I'm too stubbornly used to bottling up my problems until they poison me deep down, so I will try to be more open about them and less stubborn somehow lol.
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I'm so sorry you felt that way, I had no idea but we often suffer in silence don't we? Especially men too.
I'm so glad you never went through with it and you're still here. One of the things I do love about one piece is that it told us and still reminds us that our existence is not a sin and never will be. We have a right to live and fight for it.
I'm so glad you never went through with it and you're still here. One of the things I do love about one piece is that it told us and still reminds us that our existence is not a sin and never will be. We have a right to live and fight for it.
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You're right we have to continue this life, if we leave it, we just give our ps8n to others instead, they suffer for us instead. We escape our pain but they inherit it. It's not fair to them ofc.
That's really kind of you to say that man thank you. I won't let myself forget that. I will remember that.
I was thinking recently how we all need to see the end of one piece especially together ideally. We're all on
That's really kind of you to say that man thank you. I won't let myself forget that. I will remember that.
I was thinking recently how we all need to see the end of one piece especially together ideally. We're all on
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that shared journey, in the same boat or ship ofc.
I keep thinking of Emily and Jorge and anyone else we've lost, like how the SHs lost their loved ones and Merry ofc. The SHs have stuck together no matter what, despite all differences, difficulties and fights. We need to do the same.
We can't give up now especially when we've come so far and endured so much, it would insult all we've lost and sacrifices made for u
I keep thinking of Emily and Jorge and anyone else we've lost, like how the SHs lost their loved ones and Merry ofc. The SHs have stuck together no matter what, despite all differences, difficulties and fights. We need to do the same.
We can't give up now especially when we've come so far and endured so much, it would insult all we've lost and sacrifices made for u
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and we've made for us too.
I really would like to see you for the rest of my life too. Thank you.
@MonsterKaido thank you so much man, always the Kaibro to us all here.
That's a good idea, I'll see what I can do. I've toyed with wanting to learn archery for years, I should stop hesitating and join an archery club here, I know I'd love it deep down. I've tried it briefly a couple times in the past too.
I really would like to see you for the rest of my life too. Thank you.
@MonsterKaido thank you so much man, always the Kaibro to us all here.
That's a good idea, I'll see what I can do. I've toyed with wanting to learn archery for years, I should stop hesitating and join an archery club here, I know I'd love it deep down. I've tried it briefly a couple times in the past too.
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We're all still here for a reason and we shouldn't give up as you guys said, I've given up on too many things and people in the past too.
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Hanners! OMG long time no see! How are you!? How's the baby!? Doing well I hope? Thank you so much too, I get a lot more anxious at night too but some of my worst trauma happened at night so that might be partially responsible in my case too naturally.
Oh yeah grounding, my therapist taught me about that but I've never taken it seriously, I don't really like these techniques or exercises for some reason but I'll
Oh yeah grounding, my therapist taught me about that but I've never taken it seriously, I don't really like these techniques or exercises for some reason but I'll
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another try I guess, I do see the logic of why they work, why it can calm you down but I tend to be like leading a horse to water or a stubborn mule to say it more accurately.
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Oh thats relatable! Those intrustive thoughts preventing us from finally resting are so frustrating! That last minute surge of restlessness!
Ah I'm glad to hear! Thats fantastic! Ah nice, thats a great thing to learn and your daughter is 17 months already!? Wow! How time flies! Oh I can imagine hahaha, ive seen such funny videos of babies online and my cousins were a handful when they were babies too haha, much
Ah I'm glad to hear! Thats fantastic! Ah nice, thats a great thing to learn and your daughter is 17 months already!? Wow! How time flies! Oh I can imagine hahaha, ive seen such funny videos of babies online and my cousins were a handful when they were babies too haha, much
There are times I really wanted to shitpost and get involved and just respond to messages