I think you have read us wrong 
 
 
Sorry if we made you feel like that.
Everytime I started playing mafia on a new forum I had the exact same feeling.  When I first joined and started playing here I even had the idea in my head, even though I have been playing for several years and with quite a few people who were already here.  I think it is a matter of you getting to know everyone and everyone getting to know you.  Like a first day of a new school.