Im saying there are places that force you and leave you no choise, and you are just mocking
It doesn't matter what choice
THEY leave you.
You always have a choice.
You are the prime example of why having a strong mind is more important than having a strong body.
The one with a strong mind can never be enslaved.
The one with a strong body, while outwardly strong and capable of defending himself, can always be enslaved as a soldier to fight in other people's wars. His mind can be manipulated and he won't even understand how he is being used by narcissistic, power hungry madmen.
Seems like you chose the way of the slave.
You chose to live a life refusing to take responsibility for own personal actions.