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Speaking from experience, I was hung up on a girl for YEARS, similarly to you. She fucked up my whole life but I was also to blame ofc, its a mixture of factors and issues. She also had severe issues as I learnt over time and so did some of my exes as well.
I've been in therapy regularly for a few years now and it really does help when you have an actual decent therapist too.

At least you're very self aware and honest unlike a lot of people out there. It's definitely steps in the right direction. You've got a good atittude/head on your shoulders from the sounds of it.
Oh I never been into a relationship. My so-called friends fucked it up for me Or maybe I really wasn't worth of her.

And she ain't the only problem I got. It's like everything on me at once. Parents keeps on fighting , they don't get a divorce cuz what the world would say but don't stay in peace either. I'm quite used to this Abuse but it's pretty disturbing for kid witnessing that since childhood.

My way of thinking got quite toxic. I end up offending people more oftenly now. I do agree I say things which people are right to be offended about. And my views being so toxic. I avoid people myself now. Really don't wanna bother people. For therapist I don't think so it would help. Cuz I know the issue and I refuse to change just shows my stubbornness. Which would also explain why I was abandoned by everyone. Therapy really won't help me. What I want is a thing from past. Which is impossible.
 
Oh I never been into a relationship. My so-called friends fucked it up for me Or maybe I really wasn't worth of her.

And she ain't the only problem I got. It's like everything on me at once. Parents keeps on fighting , they don't get a divorce cuz what the world would say but don't stay in peace either. I'm quite used to this Abuse but it's pretty disturbing for kid witnessing that since childhood.

My way of thinking got quite toxic. I end up offending people more oftenly now. I do agree I say things which people are right to be offended about. And my views being so toxic. I avoid people myself now. Really don't wanna bother people. For therapist I don't think so it would help. Cuz I know the issue and I refuse to change just shows my stubbornness. Which would also explain why I was abandoned by everyone. Therapy really won't help me. What I want is a thing from past. Which is impossible.
The past is over.
You have to move on.
 

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Would you learn metal bending or lava bending? Or just stay an earth bender?
more metal, it is more artistic and probably I will bend it more smoothly
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Which fraction within the Avatar world would you join?
- Republic City Council
- White Lotus
- Red Lotus
- Northern or Southern Water tribe
- Fire Nation
- Air nomads
- Metal Clan
- Earth Kingdom

or would you create a new fraction?
White lotus
 
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