Status
Not open for further replies.
I don't care anymore. past is past. I can't recreate it.
but I think a few habits of trauma still exists.
and i have no idea how to even ask or even convey I feel cuz they would declaring completely insane if i do.
this girls just knows my good part. the version society sees not the absolute shit I'm actually.
Oh damn. I don't know what to answer tbh:pepemotion:
 
Nothing wrong with some worstgenning from time to time.

But seriously. I'm not trolling. idk how that works in ur country tho but maybe look into it?
I probably should honestly, I could be making a lot more money and looking after my body a lot more... Somedays I think I'm just taking the hard route out of lack of confidence

I mean people tell me to sell my art and I'd barely have to work but I just think it looks trashy 😂
 
C

Cruxroux

Ironically a lot of girls openly prefer toxic, abusive, negligent, selfish etc type guys especially these days. They rather have "thrills" and live in danger than be bored, be with someone too nice, soft, kind, friendly, predictable etc. I've legit seen them saying this and even actually thirsting over it and guys like that. It makes me sick.

But at least you are self aware that you might be too toxic for her, that ironically shows you have a good side to you too, its not all bad ofc. You care about her enough to want better for her and not make her settle for someone she may not deserve.

:cheers::goyea:
I tried conveying this last week I'm not good for any girl at the moment , giving her hints indirectly and now she enters my kitchen to cook food. like bitch you gotta kitchen in your place tooo. much better and cleaner than mine.
begone tho----
 
G

Gorosei Informer

I tried conveying this last week I'm not good for any girl at the moment , giving her hints indirectly and now she enters my kitchen to cook food. like bitch you gotta kitchen in your place tooo. much better and cleaner than mine.
begone tho----
Damn lol, she really is trying to make the moves on you? Or and shes just that ridiculously comfortable with you and just assumes your kitchen and thus home is her kitchen and home?
Man that must be awkward lol.
 
Somedays I think I'm just taking the hard route out of lack of confidence
Sometimes when people are used to hardship they internalize it, it becomes a habit.

I mean people tell me to sell my art and I'd barely have to work but I just think it looks trashy
Yooo what would you lose if u tried to sell your art? If no one wants it they won't buy it and nothing changes. But if they buy it you'll make some bucks
 
Sometimes when people are used to hardship they internalize it, it becomes a habit.


Yooo what would you lose if u tried to sell your art? If no one wants it they won't buy it and nothing changes. But if they buy it you'll make some bucks
I'm just use to taking the long route, my family was poor, I was poor. Only way to make it in a backwards farm town was work. I'm glad though, it's made me a pretty simple man to please

I low-key want to but I'm worried it's not at that standard, you know? Although I'm really really proud of my most recent piece, it's currently a WIP tho
 
C

Cruxroux

Damn lol, she really is trying to make the moves on you? Or and shes just that ridiculously comfortable with you and just assumes your kitchen and thus home is her kitchen and home?
Man that must be awkward lol.
Awkward? she doesn't even ring bells. she just enters thought as she knows the passcode.
and it really weird when I'm too much into researching something on web and it's pretty embrassing sometimes to explain it to her what I was doing.

*(I'm not talking about porn stuff I dont watch porn., Just space, mythology , weird conspiracy theories)*
It really be embrassing and she wants to listen the whole thing when she doesn't even get it properly. she doing majors in buisness administration . expectable I would say.

I tried explaing her simple Fire force anime which we were watching together and she didn't understood the sho vs shinra fight of expanding universe with heat to stop time and other going too fast that he crosses speed of light turns into atom and travels back in time to revert to real body. it took me hours to explain that and yet she didn't understood anything and soft smiled at me like I'm an fool.

god that was so embrassing , I'm never explaining anything to these dumb species ever again.
thank god i wasn't watching interstellar.
 
I'm just use to taking the long route, my family was poor, I was poor. Only way to make it in a backwards farm town was work. I'm glad though, it's made me a pretty simple man to please
You could look into the conditions for scholarships and support for university students.
Then you'll know more and can think about what you want to do.

How long have u been out of school? 10 years? That sounds like a long route to me
 
C

Cruxroux

I probably should honestly, I could be making a lot more money and looking after my body a lot more... Somedays I think I'm just taking the hard route out of lack of confidence

I mean people tell me to sell my art and I'd barely have to work but I just think it looks trashy 😂
Yo I miised , if you think that thrashy and make a alias account. post it online and let people decide.
 
Status
Not open for further replies.
Top