It was from a "former friend". He tried to kill me after he had severe mental episode 6 years ago. The group we were from blamed me despite me being the wounded one and knowing he was mentally unstable and showing signs of potential violence and definite aggression.
Theres no other kind for me right now except constant gaslighting and mental/emotional abuse thats all.
I dont have the capacity to "get out of here" without unironically going homeless and falling prey to any and all kinds of abusers, traffickers, killer and such out ther.e