I think I'm now beginning to understand you. I didn't take that mental health stuff you kept mentioning seriously
. I apologize for that. I hope you find peace someday. I know it's not easy to recover from all that trauma but I seriously seriously hope you do.
Thanks I guess.
Glad to know my trauma which haunts me literally everyday can easily be downplayed by skeptics.
I know there are people who fake this shit online but I am not one of those kind of people regardless.
Its bad enough I get told IRL that I am lying, making shit up, sick in the head when I know these things happened to me as I've had to live with them my entire life, being unable to touched, trust people, show emotions, smile, have intimacy with anyone and successful/close/romantic relationships and so on.
I've had people believing outright lies and false accusations over me way more than actual shit that has happened to me and I've tried to tell others about.
It's so fucking defeating and exhausting.