Thank you man, you've always been a level head and quite mature despite your age too. I genuinely believe you're gonna do well in life or at least I'm rooting for you to, hoping you will.
I'm still going for it too, just to clarify. Now things have calmed down and I finally caught up on responding to everyone who I needed to (I think), I can work towards setting up outside contact with me for those who want it and request the deletion too.