Exactly man, thats what I've been trying to tell some others too, I really cannot return this time for my own good. Its too far now. I might be another Jmena if this keeps up and thats not hyperbole or a joke.
I'm in a similar mindset to him, I'm under similar circusmtances and a bunch of here people will probably get off to potentially driving another person to end their own life as they seem to over Jmena too.
Thank you man, I much appreciate that. I'll have to re-add you as I removed everyone after I left Rotties server though lol. Awkward!
I'll re-add you though gladly, Ill send you my UN on there if you want it.
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Thanks man, but I have to for my own good. I don't want to risk being another casualty for this forum ultimately, to be blunt.
This place is making my mental health issues worse too because of some certain people too, who are extremely self righteous and genuinely believe they've done nothing wrong and are justified in their beliefs, words and actions too.
I'm not killing myself slowly on here anymore or at worst what happened to Jmena ofc. I can never be part of here again without being reminded of what happened to him, why it happened, how easily it happened and could have been prevented too, if we just had been more caring, supportive and less hateful/trolling/abusive and reached out to him and checked up on him and such.
No matter how much time passes, no matter what we do, nothing is truly gonna ever make up for what happened with Jmena and "make it right" but I just hope somehow, others who are suffering in silence won't be forced to take the same action he did and will be reached out to and supported on here and can also reach out and feel safe/free too somehow.
For my own sake, for my own good I cannot stay here anymore and I cannot agree with anyone who insists otherwise, especially if they actually care about and respect me and my wishes/feelings too.