So... Hi Psylocke. How much time has passed since we've talked for the first time? You still were Psychic back then. People called me Charles. Many things have changed, but one thing never changed... How should I put it? It's hard for me to talk about emotions.
When did we met for the first time? We had a rough start, didn't we? You know, when we played cards on Ultra's party. I remember thinking immidatelly "Wow! Who is that girl? Wait... I don't think she likes me. Did I do something?". We started off on wrong foot, all for wrong reasons, but without that we wouldn't be where we are today.
Can you remember that one time when you took me to river rafting? I still remember how nervous I was. Boys were trying to cheer me up, but
I was just sitting there with you wondering what's on your mind. Waiting, counting every word you said, so scared of the worst that could happen that I felt like I could die... But deep inside i knew, I had nothing to fear, because we were there together. This was the day you gave me a wonderful gift. Not only a friend, but much more...
That brings me to what happened in cafe last week. I need you to know I feel awful because of what happened and you have every right to be mad. I want to apologize, not because of what you felt, but because of what I've done. I was lying and trying to manipulate you and for what? Was it worth it? No. Of course not. Truth is, I don't even like coffee. I shouldn't lie, now I know it. I'm sorry.
But like I said, things are changing. I'm trying to change. I still have hope. I'm making coffee every day hoping that one day, we could enjoy it together. I want to apologize, but not like this. Let me do this properly. I'll be waiting for you in Café LycoReco this evening. Even if it's too late, at very least I want to a to enjoy cappucino with my friend. Whatever happens, remember, I'll always be there for you.
Charlie
@Mashiro Blue @Ratchet
