Anyway, I‘ve calmed down again. It‘s just over the course of the last months I had some insane streak of tragedy irl going from me having some form of poisoning to overworking myself and my heart suffering from it to my Uncle falling really sick on Christmas to me having issues with my heart again to my Uncle passing away a few weeks ago and when you try finding fun in a game because everyone around you is depressed and you don’t wanna talk to them about it because it makes them cry and it just frustrates you even more you tend to react like that. And when there‘s a guy who contributed to your misery a lot you cannot forgive that.