Right? We are own biggest critics and enemies, our own biggest judges. Nobody knows us better than ourselves. Nobody knows more truth about us than us.
Throwing in the fear of god makes it all the more effective too. If God's always watching, then you have so much to worry about and even when you're alone, you can't truly hide anything then.
There's a reason a lot of people in solitude can go insane after all ofc. But solitude can be amazing if you learn to be accepting, understanding and honest with yourself.
Hence meditation too ofc.
I need to learn to be at peace when I'm alone.
Throwing in the fear of god makes it all the more effective too. If God's always watching, then you have so much to worry about and even when you're alone, you can't truly hide anything then.
There's a reason a lot of people in solitude can go insane after all ofc. But solitude can be amazing if you learn to be accepting, understanding and honest with yourself.
Hence meditation too ofc.
I need to learn to be at peace when I'm alone.
God isn't just fear imbuing, regret inflicting aspect tbh, that's rare for me that's a very stereotypical attribute even tho i agree with the application of fear.
To me its more like an element that aligns my focus to that forgotten entity and redirects me morally while identifying problems in life .. Not some reduced notion of what a believer is through external makeover like a saint or whatever
Its like filtering trash from life through guidelines in whatever path of life you associate yourself with.
Even tho God is seen an aggressive imposing force that makes you wanna regret every misstep.. But dammit man.. Where you gonna go when you realize you want to regret your blunders.. When you realize you're stone cold inside and not an inch in your body reacts to the realizaiton that you are wronging yourself and others or the fact that you're turning inhumane.
Some might even say that in solitude its you realising either realize that god's with you, you make up a god of your own, or go insane with yourself to deal with.
Coincidentally there is a verse of my holy book comes to mind addressing the matter..
The one's that forget the aspect of life (God) have it particularly miserable something along the lines
Solitude can really twist people if they loose themselves in it there is just soo much optimism one can have.
One hits rock bottom one day or another..
But a self talk is always essential.. As a part of "staying true to yourself" the way you comprehend yourself..
Solitude can be a source of tranquility but it itself is the flip side of the coin (turmoil) no matter how rare that is.
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