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You okay bro? 
My new job fucked me around yesterday. Was excited to start, I went there and they were locked up with no warning, nobody inside, nothing at all. Lights were on but that was it. I waited outside, calling the shop in case they were in the backrooms and I had to turn away so many potential customers in a short time, trying to explain to them the shop was locked and I didn't know why, nor where my boss was.
The people who wanted to shop were really understanding and nice, its a lovely area that has gotten much better in years, from the shithole it used to be but I'm annoyed they didn't even contact me to let me know they can't open the shop today, knowing full well I was coming in to start working officially that day too.
The charity shop next door which I'm also thinking to apply for as they need volunteers too, said the shop I was supposed to volunteer at was closed all day with no explanation either. I was thinking to apply for this shop too, its a pet charity as well, but I don't want to be dicked around by another charity YET again. I've had terrible experiences with every charity job i've done in the past, peaking at almost being murdered at one point so I don't know why I'm bothering at this point either to be honest.
I've considered working at soup kitchens or something similar, maybe temples where they feed anyone who is desperately in need of food and such. I'd love to do something like that too and almost went for helping food banks where they giveaway tinned/canned, dried food like pasta and rice and such to those who can't afford to buy food ofc.
Thanks for asking though, I appreciate it. Almost nobody IRL/that I know in person even gives a shit about how I'm doing or if I'm ok.
