Just don't go insulting me for a week and then months on end if it happens then.

You guys want to speak your mind but get annoyed when I and others do the same.

I was advised by staff and multiple users for a long time to just ignore people but my stubborn, egotistical ass ignored them ironically and it's only because of our long time war and making amends with you and getting more self awareness that I decided to try to people back on ignore and not instigate arguments or contribute to them if I can.
It took my bans for me to wake up too tbh.
I know. I was/am egotistical too.
I remember how I harassed and stalked you constantly, then acted shocked when I thought you'd pull the plug on your self, and then went right back to bickering with you when I thought you wouldn't do it.
That was terrible. I don't want to be that "person" again, if I can help it.
I might just dip again for as long as possible. My grandma's funeral is tomorrow and I shouldn't be here whilst I grieve and deal with my extremely toxic, childish, petty, nasty, vindictive family too.
Maybe you should.
I know I've been holding my aunt's death in my head for almost two years, and haven't done much of anything about it, in terms of coping with it and what not.
It's alright though. I plan to find a way to make enough money to fund charities for people with cancer and other respiratory problems, how ever long that takes, it's a way to at least save other people's precious family before they have to experience what I did.
I keep that secret because I feel people will find it corny, unnecessary, and rather ambitious and hard to do; And because it ultimately probably wouldn't seem that important to others, but it matters enough to me.
 
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