Honestly you sound like you are mentally not right. Not sure about gay tho but considering how Gay Sanji is and he is your favorite character and relatability is one of the best factors of fanboyism, it makes sense.
For example I can relate to Zoro's Hard Work, Warrior Mindset, Perseverance, Grit, Ambition, qualities Sanji exude are
-Simpism
-Pedophelia
-Homosexuality
-Daddy Issues
-Weakness
-Lack of Hard work
I won't be calling other people gay while openly admitting to liking this character