Yeah, but fr, how the fuck do you mess up votes so badly you confuse Ratchet with Flower? What does that even have to do with manual vote counting?
Imagine you get a letter that you have to go back to a country you were born in but you never lived in there, that you have to leave your country of residence because you are not considered American thx to Trump's policies. Imagine you getting a letter that you have to go to a country you dont know, at the same time you are running this game. I consider myself very strong mentally and morally, but after everything, that was the breaking point. My love for the game was clashing for my process of coping with the fact that i will need to go to back a country i no longer know.
I am American of heart, but im not of blood =‘(
Imagine you getting those news while you are running this game, how would it affect you?
I made mistakes in the votecount, i am a human whose world is going down with him, i could not keep it together, i tried, i really really tried, but at the end, it does something in your brain that you cant keep it straight. I was vulnerable, i couldnt tell you about it because it was no fun, so i tried to do my best, but for a period of time i was off.
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Addressing the transphobia accusation to everyone.
And as far as me being a transphobic, i am not. I dont care what your identity is, or whom you love. If you are happy and you are not weaponizing your ideologies against other people, im fine! Stop being heterophobic, or cisgenderphobic to victimize yourself, in reality, what we are fighting for is the right to not be discriminated against, regardless of color, nationally or sexual preference etc, we are fighting the same battles so we can truly live free.
But if you are an asshole… no ideology or identity will be your shied at the end of the day, regardless of everything, you are still an ASSHOLE.
Please stop weaponizing your ideologies against other people. There is extremism in any movement if unchecked, dont believe everything you see or hear, do your own research and judge accordingly.
THAT SAID
I dont apologize for how a run our game, everyone that deserved rule enforcement got it and no apologies will be given.
You were disciplined for your behavior, not for your preferences, know the difference.
FUCKING ASSHOLE!