I’ve come to accept that I’m a loser no need for fake positivity
That is such a dumb way to look at it man.
I get where you are coming from, but we all have to make a living and many of us have been through some pretty embarassing situations.
There is no point in putting yourself down like that, you are just going to put yourself down deeper in the rabbit hole.
A bit of self-love goes a long way, ya know?