I’m obviously also going back into “medical leave”
This was a fun time and I’m glad I got to take time away from the game to sit and figure things out with my relationship with mafia
@Flower i gave up yesterday cuz I was legit getting ptsd from my semis game enough to the point where I just sat in a bathtub for a few hours just trying to figure out where all the pain was coming from. Ofc I thought u were town all game cuz normally I’d get the ick or a gut feeling something was off about u but not this game
but anyway yeah I think I improved but still I don’t wanna play until I can get my delusions under control and that won’t come for a while after deliberate practice and effort
I understand it’s not appropriate to lash out at ppl and I also understand floodlighting ppl makes it really uncomfortable for ppl to play around
but yeah I thought I was ready after 7 months to play again but it’s not just time that heals it requires active practice and effort too