No, you haven't played like you even have teammates - you've disregarded them entirely and haven't even begun to consider the consequences, tour reasoning was just justification that was self-serving. Muugen can be difficult, even he will admit that, but I share his frustration on this, and even more so maybe because this is not the first time I've seen you do things like this. You are new to ToS and mech intensive games so I'm trying not to be too harsh, but instead of lashing back with three "woe is me" paragraphs, please try to actually learn what you did wrong, why it was wrong, and to be less selfish in future.