Kizaruber Eats

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  • Kizaruber Eats
    FFS I keep writing Goona lmao. Gonna be heading to sleep now, rest off such an upsetting day and all. Thanks so much for your supportive messages guys, seriously. I can't thank you guys enough. You guys keep me grounded and from doing the stupidest things, the most irreverisible. I always find myself rebalanced here when I need it the most. I don't get as much support anywhere else as I do here, you guys always pull
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    through where and when it matters most. For all my grumbling here too lol.
    Your support, your messages really helped, and Im a lot calmer now, just exhausted as hell. Ill be back on tomorrow ready for the spoilers to enjoy too ofc! Idk how I'm gonna escape this shitty nightmare I'm living in but Ill find a way somehow. I've always had to find unorthodox ways to deal with problems, this is anothertest in that regard.
    BoaHancocksHusband
    Hope you’re safe bro. Just remember that you’re worth it. <3
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    Thanks so much goat. I really appreciate it. I will try to remember that, I need to remind myself that more often really. Seriously, thank you. I'm alright thanks too, I calmed down. I missed my call from the clinician as I let my guard down for a few minutes and now Im pissed though lmao. I tried to call back and the automated response said they would call me back but nothing yet, REEEEEEEEEE. They probably assumed
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    ive fallen asleep or im ok now hopefully. Idk if they will call back or not but i dont wanna stay up waiting for them to call either.The part that really hurts the most is that my family would rather that I hurt myself or worse than ever admit fault, that they were wrong, they made a mistake. They just double down and blame me, even when my own life is at stake literally. Its unbelievable. I called my mum out on it.
    Daniel
    Going to be wishing for your utmost safety, even though it's from an account behind a screen.
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    Thank you man,you guys are more like family than my own family. Even though we don't know each other and as you say, we're just accounts behind a screen to one another. It really is bittersweetly ironic isnt it? But for whats it worth, this place is filled with so many humane people with actual humanity, regardless of politicial affiliations, beliefs, backgrounds and whatever, its one of the reasons why I come back.
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    Finalbeta
    Welcome back. AL sama is the Nobunaga Hazama of Worstgen, his mod sword slashes erratically and falling victim to it is easy, sadly.
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    Oh thank you man, thats a profound way of describing it haha. I wasn't actually banned AFAIK I Just took a break as I realised I was acting up and out of line, overreacting and aggressive, so I thought I better gtfo and chill for a while at least, let myself calm down and try to be civil again. Emphasis on try sigh lol.

    I think I genuinely have something like bipolar at this point, ive had people suspect me of it
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    for years and Ive never had it diagnosed, idk if its even worth trying as I've had far more serious problems taken far less seriously here in the UK and I'm just exhausted of the labels, trying to battle the system, therapy sessions and asking for help and all that.

    I think I just need to get brutally honest with myself and deal with my own demons head on once and for all. Hence why I also took that break.
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    I wanted to keep a low profile and let people know im still around, hence why I wasnt posting, just liking posts only. Ive got a lot of IRL shit upsetting me again too so im also not in a good place mentally regardless due to it but life goes on too. I let myself slip again before.

    Thank you again though dude, I appreciate it and sorry I never replied to your other messages you posted on here, I just noticed now.
    minamoto
    it's milk..........

    the Ds dualities like oil and milk....what they need to coexsit? is an EMULSIFIERS!!!!!...that's what emu erased during the void century..

    milk is the drink that proves oil and water can mix and coexist ...that's the missing piece..

    that's why lulusia was destroyed becuz it's land of milk....imu hates milk!!!..
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    something about "milk and honey" in the Bible and such too? Same with Greek and Roman mythologies and such too.

    Isn't it funny that Moda the milk maid survived Lulusia and went to the Revolutionaries thanks to Sabo and there just happens to be a newly revealed cow mink subcommander? Either a cow cow zoan fruit user or a cow mink?

    Also I forgot to say, Oda has been drawing Blackbeard with full teeth and different
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    teeth missing at times too, its really weird. Is it to show he truly is possessed or having a split personality? We know people's mentalities can shift their appearances drastically as Denjiro and Cavendish both showed us for example. Araki did something much more drastic in that regard with Doppio and Diavolo in Jojo too.

    Will of Dairy confirmed anyway? Is that why so many OP women have Will of Double Ds?
    minamoto
    minamoto
    milk is associated with good sleep....unlike dark coffee.....could the reason why blackbeard never sleeps be becuz he's heavy cofé drinker???????..
    minamoto
    Rebel heart = mecha heart!!!!!!!..
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    Finalbeta
    Finalbeta
    I feel you when you mention Terminator! Did you know that there's already a radar technology capable to find people by their heartbeats and breathing? Because radio waves reflect off the person's moving chest and then they are processed to track the heart rate and breathing rate of the person.
    Finalbeta
    Finalbeta
    A robot could use this technology to literally find someone's presence by their heartbeat even if they were holding their breath!

    Also if robots were equipped with dangerous algorithms and weapons they could aim for vital spots in the body.
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    For instance imagine how terrifying if the robot had the internal goal to kill any source of heartbeats within a certain range of action after detecting them... and it would keep searching for the source until no heartbeat signal would be detected anymore.

    It's crazy that our beating hearts can literally give away our positions and this is not even science fiction anymore!
    minamoto
    YO!!!!..
    Finalbeta
    Boiroy
    Boiroy
    Was it from the first digimon?
    Take me back to those days 😭
    Finalbeta
    Finalbeta
    This version of "Butter-Fly" was made for Digimon Adventure tri., a more recent Digimon series featuring the original characters having become older
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    Sorry I've not been on lately. Oh yeah I never saw the subbed version of Digimon but I know people really loved this song. I kept confusing it with another song called Butterfly by Smile.DK as I saw that song with a lot of AMVs and such lol.
    https://youtu.be/QzcvRDWgRIE
    I've only ever seen the english dub of the first few Digimon series, they were such an awesome series though, I prefer it to Pokemon these days too.
    Blax Blah
    Dearest Kiza,

    I hope this letter finds you well. I can hear your complaint already, “Gertie Fremont, we have not heard from you in ages!” Well, if you care to hear excuses, I have plenty, the greatest of them being I’ve been in other dimensions and whatnot, unable to reach you by the usual means. This was the case until eighteen months ago, when I experienced a critical change in my circumstances,
    Blax Blah
    I don't play much of normal tf2 but Man vs Machine is my stuff
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    MVM is extremely fun except the tryhards. I tried the modded servers once and it was the most hilariously absurdist PTSD I ever got lmfao.

    I might go back to it someday but I know people try hard over the "mann up", boot camp, paid tours whatever in it lol. I'll just play modded, custom servers, they're the best.
    Blax Blah
    Kiza, please look up Steam Frame Deckard
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    Ooooh very interesting. Given Valve wants to make a SteamOS, I'm sure it will relate to that. If they can actually threaten Microsofts mostly monopoly that would be great.
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    "In early September 2025, Valve trademarked the term "Steam Frame," which is believed to be the brand name for its next-generation hardware platform
    . The platform is heavily rumored to include the long-awaited standalone virtual reality (VR) headset, codenamed "Deckard," along with potential AI innovations and a new type of console. "
    Blax Blah
    VR usually needs 90 fps to run good, but when I first played Half Life Alyx, it ran at I think a maximum of 10-20 fps, the video signal was broken and there were visual artifacts all over the place, it barely functioned, but it was still so amazing that I was extremely wowed and my legs were shaking from how amazing it looked to be surrounded by the world and the game, and from how good the game looked too
    Blax Blah
    Proverbs 24:16

    “For a just man falleth seven times, and riseth up again: but the wicked shall fall into mischief.”
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    Blax Blah
    Blax Blah
    This quote is thousands of years old too, I think between 3500 and 2200 years old
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    Oh wow thats incredible, actual ancient history right there ofc.

    Funnily enough I'm playing a level in Tony Hawk's Pro Skater 2 called Skate Heaven and you're implied to literally be in Heaven too lol.

    When I was in college, doing my games design course too, we had to design our own entire games conceptually and I designed an open world, RPG successor to Mirror's Edge, more of a tribute than a related game
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    and thus heavily or "heavenly inspired" by it lol. It was all themed around angels and demons/devil, heaven and hell. You played as an an angel trying to get back up to heaven after being cast out mistakenly and such. Unfortunately I've forgotten the name of it now but I've got all the design documents and stuff I did for it in my room somewhere lol.

    It was a parkour focused, open world, heaven and hell themed RPG.
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