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Always Alwaysmind liking that same post when on the worst game of my life I’ve put more try hard effort in than them lol.

Okay I just am not emotionally grounded enough to swallow it lol. It’s killing me and I don’t play enough care about it. @Michelle why are you liking Ekko’s post about being disappointed in me waiting until the last day to play in a game you were only subbed in for the day I was playing? You...

I’m always fine being added to spec chats. Although can’t say I’ll be reading many games for awhile lol.

God knows the last time I’ve read a dead chat or mafia chat lol. It’s been like 10+ games. I’m terrified of seeing my name in one whether it’s good or bad kek.

I am cursed with self awareness & the crippling paralysis to truly solve it lol. At least right now I’m just not sure what to do about it and I’ve been hyper aware of it for a long time lol.

If I’m being honest the shit post and meme thing is on some level, self destruction and sabotage so that I cannot genuinely lower my stock bc I “wasn’t playing serious”

It makes sense lol. I’m just bad at it lol. I’m tragically an emotional storm and also hyper concerned with how other people view me. Like, I still am concerned with prior posts people like Dest (who likes me in general lol), Magic, etc have made about me as a player. It’s ridiculous but I’m...

I regret signing up from a pure time thing lol. I just can’t afford to be investing even as much time as I did this game in these. I probably just am not really going to play for a long time until life stabilizes some. I wind up doing in game and irl very poorly and failing at both right now...

I apologize for mentioning it at all. I was trying to just apologize for snapping at you specifically and explain that “it’s not you it’s me” with it by explaining it was my general on edgeness more than your posting that was making me irritated. I beat myself up a bit after but tried not to let...

It only matters if you can/decide to push it through lol

It’s no worries lol. Obv no one could know that. If I passed the vibe check it meant I did my job lol. Not using that as an excuse for not doing better either. I could have gutted through more & my day 1 was lacking even before that (but I also hate day 1s bc I’m bad at them lol)

I tried to sub out this game but Fuji would not release my soul lol

You played a great game lol. I obviously boosted you all game and didn’t get truly paranoid until the end there. I had a really hard time with you & Ginger bc I felt you both could be scum at the end but I had trouble putting either of you with Ratchet that last day lol. I had you possibly...

I can pass the mantle with easy conscience

He’s the superior upgrade lol

It wasn’t enough lol. I was wrong on Michelle & obviously Bitter lol. My last full legacy was Cal/Ratchet/Michelle/Butter & 1 of Hayumi or Ginger. Unfortunately I was never going to get to Dale lol

It was a blast to play with you particularly @Jan lol

Anyway thanks for the game and gg to the winners lol. Dale flip shocked me

My aunt died at start of day 2 unfortunately made it really hard for me to have motivation to play while handling all of that/her wake/her funnel etc it’s why I missed almost all of day 2. I tried to do what I could this last day but welp. Wasn’t enough lol. I’m washed. Glad my Relo & York reads...

He has an ability that lets him kill someone tonight if his alignment gets lynched which Crowned outted. I think it’s more likely a scum ability but still possibly NAI. But I think his reaction to the outting of it has been bad so just ISO him. If it’s wrong we’ve already lost tho. And even if...