No, you see this is the disconnect and I'm not sure if it is just a, it is what it is scenario or you are struggling for content.
I caught you because you tried to say I was scum and failed to characterize my play to that point in an accurate manner, you described it completely wrong. What you are trying to compare is a game where the host made a mistake, that basically would have put us in a position to win easily and instead we were left with dead scum and basically all cleared players left...and your thoughts more or less came down to activity