She was a friend of mine and we had a lot of chatting before she left. I made a thread years ago asking for her return. I was aware she would have likely not returned, it was more of a thread to remember her.
People started jumping me because they thought it was a form of harassment, because they couldn't tell the difference and probably didn't know the story, because I had an inappropriate behaviour on another forum years earlier and they thought I was being the same guy that I had been on that other forum.
I was subjected to a very high degree of cyberbullying and unfortunately I'm not built for this kind of harassment. My mind is actually pretty fragile.
Cyberbullying can be like a woodworm becoming part of you, you start having nightmares about it, and everytime it happens again it becomes bigger and so bigger and bigger, until you end up losing interest for life. Because what's the joy of it if the price is suffering so much.
I literally have suicidal thoughts on the daily, expecially since a guy from that other forum, whose username is A Optimistic, persecuted me for years, not only by harassing/cyberbullying me, he made jokes about me and slandered me via both his main account and using fake accounts to further destroy my reputation.
This stuff entrapped the hell out of my mind and the level of PTSD is unbearable.
I asked mods to remove everything or almost that emerged on this forum about my past and all the offences I was subjected to but they didn't care enough so far.