Let him leave and calm his mind.
@Shimotsuki Ghostly Hope you consider just taking a break.
I think it is affecting you badly. Hope you come back..
Thank you man, I appreciate it.
If I'm being honest, once I decide to truly leave somewhere, I never return. I've tried that before elsewhere and really regretted it after much worser things happened to to me after I returned (including someone trying to kill me from a mental health support group I was part of before as I mentioned earlier, if my post is still up).
Losing Jmena is a breaking point I cannot overlook and I knew something extreme like that was gonna be needed for me to truly leave here, to let go once and for all and I was dreading what it would be. I'm so stubborn, I won't walk away until I feel I have no choice but to, when things get so bad, I feel I have no choice but to leave.
I'm really starting to believe I'm better off alone, especially looking at what happened to Jmena too. Mostly alone anyway.