It's okay. Randing scum actually makes me less of a person. I have spent several days dedicating myself to deliberately pissing off all these people I enjoy spending time with(including you. The one who made you start losing actions? That was me. It was me all along!) And I enjoy it, too. I revel in making playing a game with me a experience in unimaginable suffering. Mafia brings out the almost-worst in me(the true worst in me is brought out by trading card games. If you've ever seen a strategy in a card game that seemed particularly degenerate and unfun for the opponent, chances are I've gleefully engaged with it.)
oh god that brings me back to street fighter 4 on the 3ds

guile spammers actually made me so pissed off as a kid and u enjoy that?

like yeah sometimes it's fun to be the big bad troll but like what joy did u derive from it? i felt immense joy followed by immense regret whenever i'd troll ppl but it was almost a compulsive out-of-body experience almost like how mafia is

i dont wanna sound like patronizing or holier than thou but despite my delivery im actually genuinely curious

also i ended up with so many busted pokemon bc i didnt want to lose double team that the poison actually made me stronger. i only had to sacrifice my goals and integrity as a player cuz i really wanted to be like flower and have 0 pokemon
 
oh god that brings me back to street fighter 4 on the 3ds

guile spammers actually made me so pissed off as a kid and u enjoy that?

like yeah sometimes it's fun to be the big bad troll but like what joy did u derive from it? i felt immense joy followed by immense regret whenever i'd troll ppl but it was almost a compulsive out-of-body experience almost like how mafia is

i dont wanna sound like patronizing or holier than thou but despite my delivery im actually genuinely curious

also i ended up with so many busted pokemon bc i didnt want to lose double team that the poison actually made me stronger. i only had to sacrifice my goals and integrity as a player cuz i really wanted to be like flower and have 0 pokemon
I just like being a heel lol. Also there’s something about being super grimy that’s fun.

I was also like that in sports too actually lol. I think it’s bc my base personality is trying to be nice and make people like me so when I can just be obnoxious through benign means it sings to me
 
im ngl tho im in so much pain recently irl with this depression and physical injuries and lack of sleep that i can barely imagine hurting ppl lately

or at least not intentionally

sometimes i just dont have the energy to hold myself back from like lashing out
 
im ngl tho im in so much pain recently irl with this depression and physical injuries and lack of sleep that i can barely imagine hurting ppl lately

or at least not intentionally

sometimes i just dont have the energy to hold myself back from like lashing out
I don’t like actually hurting anyone. But I do like being troll/obnoxious playing around.

If my sick strats actually really upset someone I will apologize. (And then do it to someone else prob)
 
oh wow u REALLY missed out (like your FOMO should unironically be off the charts)

almost everyone got a helmet pfp

worst and i made a ton of memes
I’ll probably never have the energy to read through it lol. I can spectate a game easy if I feel like it but I never can make it through old games.

Also luckily I feel no huge pressure for it lol. Although I would have liked to be there it sounds like lol
 
oh god that brings me back to street fighter 4 on the 3ds

guile spammers actually made me so pissed off as a kid and u enjoy that?

like yeah sometimes it's fun to be the big bad troll but like what joy did u derive from it? i felt immense joy followed by immense regret whenever i'd troll ppl but it was almost a compulsive out-of-body experience almost like how mafia is

i dont wanna sound like patronizing or holier than thou but despite my delivery im actually genuinely curious

also i ended up with so many busted pokemon bc i didnt want to lose double team that the poison actually made me stronger. i only had to sacrifice my goals and integrity as a player cuz i really wanted to be like flower and have 0 pokemon
In fighting games I most commonly play grapplers, which is a different kind of obnoxious from Guile, but still quite sadistic

and yeah I love it I love engaging in the most frustrating strategies possible so long as the strategies require a high level of execution on my part. Everywhere I look I play jackass characters. I'm a Min Min main in Smash Ultimate. I'm an Elphelt main in Guilty Gear Strive. My current avatar is Yubel, who is my favorite Yugioh character my favorite Yugioh card and the star of my current Yugioh deck. They are a monster with 0 attack and 0 defense and if you attack them you take the damage you would've dealt me instead, and if you destroy them they special summon a different more powerful and more annoying version of themself to the field that destroys every other monster on the field every time I end my turn. Canonically, they were a sadomasochist yandere who reveled in hurting Jaden(the main character of Yu-Gi-Oh GX) because they thought him hurting them was an expression of his love, and they wanted to return the favor. And that's how I feel when I play games with people. It feels good to hurt people through gaming, and it feels good to be hurt through gaming. Every time someone pulls some annoying bullshit on me, I revel in it, and I learn from it. To suffer is to grow.
 
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