10+ hour days of physical as fuck work has me feeling dead as fuck man. I'm a small guy so I have to work harder to do the same things as others and I strive for excellence so I push myself a lot harder than I should mentally and physically. It's rewarding though and I wanna work enough to feel like I can exist somewhat comfortably if I study. Seeing people literally half poor and eating fuck all because they prioritise study scares me a bit too
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