I'm perfectly aware of that, I don't need any help, I just need an opportunity to work, it's just that I can't do it immediately, there's a whole legal process to it that takes time. And you have to somehow survive before you get your license to work, there are two countries in which I could do that immediately, but I can't visit them, otherwise they'll never allow me to come back and visit my family.
I'd never harm anyone for money, the things you would need to do to survive here are at unfathomably despicable level. I don't want to go into details, but I think your imagination can fill the gaps.
There's nothing you can do to survive that doesn't cross the line of unforgivable crimes. I've talked to some people from EU, and the level of information blockade there is absolute, unseen in our lifetime anywhere else, they thought I was crazy, that I was talking about aliens taking over the world or something like that, they couldn't believe me even when I showed them some of the documented stuff. Plus the unwillingness to care or pay attention, this stuff is dark, and most people would rather not damage their psyche with these things, it's no good to your mental health you know.
Because they will kill you of you don't listen to them, and you can't do anything about it.
That's true.