The way I see it is that he wanted to be Joy Boy and had the ambition to save the world but when he realized that he wasn't the chosen one he became suicidal and depressive. But he still had the hopes to see Joy Boy one day which we saw during his fight against Luffy and he obviously found him in the end.
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