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#26
Sorry Flower I think I’m gonna quit mafia entirely once Mashiro Blue’s anime game is over. I’m technically signed up for Fuji’s members game here but I also don’t think that will ever run since it’s the 2nd time Fuji did a “I’ll make a role based on u” game but delayed it indefinitely. At one point I could never look away but now I feel like I can never look back. I just can’t find the time or energy to commit anymore. I don’t even want to read games I’m spectating. I think my mafia run is just as I predicted: bright and unsustainable and short-lived. But it was 11 years on and off, probably close to 7 years cuz I played a good 5 years when the pandemic hit.

I’m staying in the Mashiro game cuz I understand they probably put a lot of time and effort into making their roles for all these months and I don’t want to dunk on their art by leaving, but as of now I just don’t want to play anymore and not even my desire to help ppl by joining us strong enough for me to keep hurting myself by playing. I’m trying to practice self-love first and then share from the excess but especially since I feel super down today there is no excess to share from today.

Please remove me from all future ping lists bc it still hurts to say no but the answer is now always no so any pings asking me to play is just unnecessary pain I am choosing to feel

I’m sorry that this is my goodbye from mafia cuz I would’ve loved to end on a high note

But honestly I haven’t played a mafia game in 3 months since my semifinals game in the MU champs and I’m fine without it / haven’t had a huge drive to return. Like yes I’ve had urges to play but the amount of work and commitment and hurt just scares me away.

So yeah it’s been a fun ride and don’t think my quitting has anything to do with the ppl around me - it’s all personal reasons. In fact I’ll miss the people the most cuz for some that’s the only thing I have in common with them / that’s the only way to reliably communicate with them so I might be losing some mafia friends, but I’ve come to accept that those will just be part of the price I pay when quitting.

tldr I am quitting mafia so I’m not joining
 
#27
Sorry Flower I think I’m gonna quit mafia entirely once Mashiro Blue’s anime game is over. I’m technically signed up for Fuji’s members game here but I also don’t think that will ever run since it’s the 2nd time Fuji did a “I’ll make a role based on u” game but delayed it indefinitely. At one point I could never look away but now I feel like I can never look back. I just can’t find the time or energy to commit anymore. I don’t even want to read games I’m spectating. I think my mafia run is just as I predicted: bright and unsustainable and short-lived. But it was 11 years on and off, probably close to 7 years cuz I played a good 5 years when the pandemic hit.

I’m staying in the Mashiro game cuz I understand they probably put a lot of time and effort into making their roles for all these months and I don’t want to dunk on their art by leaving, but as of now I just don’t want to play anymore and not even my desire to help ppl by joining us strong enough for me to keep hurting myself by playing. I’m trying to practice self-love first and then share from the excess but especially since I feel super down today there is no excess to share from today.

Please remove me from all future ping lists bc it still hurts to say no but the answer is now always no so any pings asking me to play is just unnecessary pain I am choosing to feel

I’m sorry that this is my goodbye from mafia cuz I would’ve loved to end on a high note

But honestly I haven’t played a mafia game in 3 months since my semifinals game in the MU champs and I’m fine without it / haven’t had a huge drive to return. Like yes I’ve had urges to play but the amount of work and commitment and hurt just scares me away.

So yeah it’s been a fun ride and don’t think my quitting has anything to do with the ppl around me - it’s all personal reasons. In fact I’ll miss the people the most cuz for some that’s the only thing I have in common with them / that’s the only way to reliably communicate with them so I might be losing some mafia friends, but I’ve come to accept that those will just be part of the price I pay when quitting.

tldr I am quitting mafia so I’m not joining
Good for you, do whats best.
 
#29
Sorry Flower I think I’m gonna quit mafia entirely once Mashiro Blue’s anime game is over. I’m technically signed up for Fuji’s members game here but I also don’t think that will ever run since it’s the 2nd time Fuji did a “I’ll make a role based on u” game but delayed it indefinitely. At one point I could never look away but now I feel like I can never look back. I just can’t find the time or energy to commit anymore. I don’t even want to read games I’m spectating. I think my mafia run is just as I predicted: bright and unsustainable and short-lived. But it was 11 years on and off, probably close to 7 years cuz I played a good 5 years when the pandemic hit.

I’m staying in the Mashiro game cuz I understand they probably put a lot of time and effort into making their roles for all these months and I don’t want to dunk on their art by leaving, but as of now I just don’t want to play anymore and not even my desire to help ppl by joining us strong enough for me to keep hurting myself by playing. I’m trying to practice self-love first and then share from the excess but especially since I feel super down today there is no excess to share from today.

Please remove me from all future ping lists bc it still hurts to say no but the answer is now always no so any pings asking me to play is just unnecessary pain I am choosing to feel

I’m sorry that this is my goodbye from mafia cuz I would’ve loved to end on a high note

But honestly I haven’t played a mafia game in 3 months since my semifinals game in the MU champs and I’m fine without it / haven’t had a huge drive to return. Like yes I’ve had urges to play but the amount of work and commitment and hurt just scares me away.

So yeah it’s been a fun ride and don’t think my quitting has anything to do with the ppl around me - it’s all personal reasons. In fact I’ll miss the people the most cuz for some that’s the only thing I have in common with them / that’s the only way to reliably communicate with them so I might be losing some mafia friends, but I’ve come to accept that those will just be part of the price I pay when quitting.

tldr I am quitting mafia so I’m not joining
Sad to hear, but I get you, so no worries and wish you the best.
 
#34
Sorry Flower I think I’m gonna quit mafia entirely once Mashiro Blue’s anime game is over. I’m technically signed up for Fuji’s members game here but I also don’t think that will ever run since it’s the 2nd time Fuji did a “I’ll make a role based on u” game but delayed it indefinitely. At one point I could never look away but now I feel like I can never look back. I just can’t find the time or energy to commit anymore. I don’t even want to read games I’m spectating. I think my mafia run is just as I predicted: bright and unsustainable and short-lived. But it was 11 years on and off, probably close to 7 years cuz I played a good 5 years when the pandemic hit.

I’m staying in the Mashiro game cuz I understand they probably put a lot of time and effort into making their roles for all these months and I don’t want to dunk on their art by leaving, but as of now I just don’t want to play anymore and not even my desire to help ppl by joining us strong enough for me to keep hurting myself by playing. I’m trying to practice self-love first and then share from the excess but especially since I feel super down today there is no excess to share from today.

Please remove me from all future ping lists bc it still hurts to say no but the answer is now always no so any pings asking me to play is just unnecessary pain I am choosing to feel

I’m sorry that this is my goodbye from mafia cuz I would’ve loved to end on a high note

But honestly I haven’t played a mafia game in 3 months since my semifinals game in the MU champs and I’m fine without it / haven’t had a huge drive to return. Like yes I’ve had urges to play but the amount of work and commitment and hurt just scares me away.

So yeah it’s been a fun ride and don’t think my quitting has anything to do with the ppl around me - it’s all personal reasons. In fact I’ll miss the people the most cuz for some that’s the only thing I have in common with them / that’s the only way to reliably communicate with them so I might be losing some mafia friends, but I’ve come to accept that those will just be part of the price I pay when quitting.

tldr I am quitting mafia so I’m not joining
Farewell my sweet prince. It’s been a good ride.
:pepecry:
 
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