In relation to what happened over the duration of this game, I have decided that I will at long last make a substantial effort to shapen up the quality of my playstyle for the next games as well as the time being. In this circumstance I once again acted without properly resolving the scenario despite computing it well.
I was confident I would have likely shot myself but still pressed the button.
I was hell-focused on my real life university exams but that cannot justify my poor performance.
In many of the games I played in this community I definitely played too lowly compared to what my full capabilities can stand out to: too reckless and too lazy in particular, specifically. I will make sure that my playstyle becomes at least decent enough putting an effort into being much less detrimental to other players abilities wise, being more active and contributive in game solving and not just prominently revolving to sus the players who sus me back either I might or not have good motifs for it, since that's just the easiest road: to wait for the fish instead of fishing; also reasoning up much more broadly more in general, expecially as Town.
One last thing:
I kept on reading the thread post death. It was very painful because of the staggering amount of spam. So many pages of... nothing... literally hundreds of them.
I'm not a champion at this game but I think Mafia Games should not be about spam, that's very intuitive. There's kinda, you know, the General Chat for socialization, non related fun etc. honesty... at least for the most part reading through was a real nightmare for me personally. You can't really skip portions of the thread if you wanna get reads... and it was headache inducing. I'm fairly confident some players experienced the same here and this is probably not just my selfish complain. Not saying it should be all serious all the time, but this is so much.
I noticed Fujishiro iper active in particular. If he keeps up with that pace he might even surpass my post count I mean. It's as crazy as it sounds.
But it's not really just about him at all... I don't want to pinpoint. I think the games would be empowered quality wise if rules became more strict on that aspect and the trend disappeared or more likely at least came loose.