Big mood. I hate how chaotic, loud and larger than life some people need to be in person.
I have an increasingly worsening hearing disorder now, where my ears are getting more and more sensitive to sounds/volume and certain types of noises too, which can cause rage, disgust, anxiety and such fur me too.
Basically hyperacusis and misophonia.
Now to live with an extremely loud and psychotic neighbour who constantly has to be a one man attention seeking show along with his extremely hot headed and crazy children just like himself and then my grandparents who are completely insensitive, ignorant, egotistical (well my grandad specifically for ego), stubborn, clumsy, OCD, panic easily (my grandmother), hot headed, hard of hearing and in denial of it, loud, hygiene phobic (especially my grandfather), its completely hellish.
Sorry just had to vent, I went out for a nice meal with my mum and now we've come back and they're driving us crazy and mad again with stupidity, incompetence, impatience, stubbornness, chaos and such.
I know its harsh, but living with them feels more like a gruelling punishment then privilege. The last 2 weeks without them was overwhelmingly peaceful and relaxing, genuinely overwhelming except my idiot neighbour amd his crazy kids.