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Lemme ask you again , are you sure you want to go to uni just to follow the stereotype?
or you really want?
cuz for learning things internet is really enough. except for actuall physical experience of course you take.
just askin cuz i have seen people regret joining one after being too excited to join one.
I really want to study, been passionate about biology, chemistry, physics etc for about 15 years and I would love nothing more than to learn in a challenging environment. School was boring BC we didn't learn fast enough, why waste 2 weeks on a topic when I've learnt it in a lesson. It's not much better in uni but it's much more specialised
 
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Cruxroux

Like, you can't feel emotions and all that stuff?
I do and in wrong way.
I think somehow worded my problem a few pages ago. this was what it was all about.
staying happy and having guilt later for staying oe feeling happy.

part of me shouts constantly to me.
I deserve to be at the deepest hell of the society.
 
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Cruxroux

GoW 3 fights were peak fr.. Hercules had his ego shoved down his throat and Kratos's arsenal grew exponentially this game.. digging Hade's intestines out, butchering God of sun.. bruh
truly a monster
GOD of war is peak of what current era of gaming could do.
fuck ray tracing. plot is what a game needs.
I was hella fine even with gow 2 graphics. then gow 3 , gow ascension(Literally god tier)
and now gow 2018.
just
:steef::steef::steef::steef:
 
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Cruxroux

You mean like this?
The quoting tool?
NO the @ thing
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I really want to study, been passionate about biology, chemistry, physics etc for about 15 years and I would love nothing more than to learn in a challenging environment. School was boring BC we didn't learn fast enough, why waste 2 weeks on a topic when I've learnt it in a lesson. It's not much better in uni but it's much more specialised
Then that's great go ahead I would say.
was just makin sure you won't regret it later.
 
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Gorosei Informer

SHe has hinted enough she likes me and I agree I'm expoliting her.
but come on, she really do desrves better than an ass like me.
I'm too toxic to be kept as a boyfriend.
It's for her sake only. I avoid those hints.
Ironically a lot of girls openly prefer toxic, abusive, negligent, selfish etc type guys especially these days. They rather have "thrills" and live in danger than be bored, be with someone too nice, soft, kind, friendly, predictable etc. I've legit seen them saying this and even actually thirsting over it and guys like that. It makes me sick.

But at least you are self aware that you might be too toxic for her, that ironically shows you have a good side to you too, its not all bad ofc. You care about her enough to want better for her and not make her settle for someone she may not deserve.

:cheers::goyea:
 
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Cruxroux

Damn, this sounds alarming.
Were you a victim of abuse maybe? You don't have to answer if it's to private
I don't care anymore. past is past. I can't recreate it.
but I think a few habits of trauma still exists.
and i have no idea how to even ask or even convey I feel cuz they would declaring completely insane if i do.
this girls just knows my good part. the version society sees not the absolute shit I'm actually.
 
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