I don't know what kind of trauma you had as a child or later in your life but I thought you were just a stupid nerd who would waste his life playing the overall same typology of games (Mafia) spending so many hours a day closed in his basement but I didn't expect you would show such a dark side all of a sudden and lose your mind like this, maybe you spammed too many one liners or something happened to you during these months.
You were already a toxic individual but this dark side is actually pretty exhilarating.
You would only act like though on the Internet in the past but not this.