@EmperorKinyagi
You're a true masochist, huh?
Anything that destroys you is beautiful to you?
Then you might want to check out Yukio Mishima's work.
Man was a sexual masochist, spent his whole life fantasizing about seppuku and all in all his writing is super disturbing and twisted.
But beware: Yukio-chan was 100% gay. Just fyi
For starters, you may want to check out his short story
Yukoku.
It's for free on the internet.
These seppuku descriptions omg
![Believe :believe: :believe:](https://i.imgur.com/hkNFNg3.png)
but might just be your type of thing?