You know what? Fuck you. You even know what I'm going through, and you're going out of your way to dig up old posts to insult me over just to please your master.
@Garp the Fist I wasn't going to make a big deal out of this since you respected my request to leave me alone, but now I think it needs saying.
You tried to brand me as an asshole, despite most of the people who know me here seeing me as reasonable and respectful. Users like
@Shepherd Jew Peter and
@Kurozumi D. Trussop can attest to my efforts of peace making in the Yamato v Carrot war you mentioned.
@CarrotForNakama and carrota guco (whose username I can't find) can attest that I frequently reach out to the other side after an argument to make peace.
@Pot Goblin and
@Rambles can tell you that I actually do often have respectful discussions with people who I disagree with.
Do you want to know why I responded to you with snark? It's because your first response to my initial point was to call me pathetic and my point dogshit, and my friends egged you on. You proceeded to spend two days calling me names and insulting me, while I never attacked you that way. I tried to respond strongly to you because I was hurt that my freinds didn't stick up for me when you insulted me and I didn't want to look even more stupid in front of them.
Since you clearly have no concept that there's a human being on the other side of the screen, let me tell you what I was going through irl during that time. I spent everything I had to fly to Brazil and visit my wife who I hadn't seen in 6 months. Partway through, I contracted typhoid and the hospitals didn't have the medicine to treat it. During those two days you were harrassing me, I was trying to find a way to pay for an early ticket home to get treatment and saying goodbye to my wife for who knows how long. I kept responding because I needed an escape and I wanted to just talk a little One Piece, but you made it very difficult to enjoy because I felt like I had to defend myself in front of my friends. Finally I asked you straight up to please stop insulting me.
I finally said goodbye, knowing I'll be alone without my wife until 2024 at least because I had no money left to fly, and it was literally on Brazillian Valentines day, which was supposed to be our first Valentines day together in person, planned for months. I was sitting in the terminal crying, and I decided to use my 30 minutes of free wifi to log in to worstgen and see if we could go back to a fun discussion instead of shit slinging because I needed some good news. Instead, you went on a giant tirade, cussing me out, telling me to go fuck myself, calling me pathetic dogshit, and telling everyone I was an asshole. And your response to my request to stop insulting me? "Grow a pair". I know I was annoying but I never talked anywhere close to that way to you. I never insulted you or called you names. You need to understand that your words matter, even on the internet. You need to understand that you're talking to human beings who might be going through some shit. People who are teetering on the edge, where one more "go fuck yourself" can push them over. And did my friends defend me? No. They went through my old posts to find more things to insult me over, because they're following your lead. This is what I meant when I said you need to set a better example.
Worst part is that maynard knows half of this and took up the mantle to keep insulting me anyway, because you're a leader here and you set that example.
Well you know what? You win. I'm done with this. I'm done with life. Go ahead and take your victory lap big man, you and your lapdogs succesfully pushed me over the edge. Congratulations.
I know no one cares enough to male a RIP thread for me, but I'd like to thank the people who talked to me like a person and gave me some good times chatting about One Piece, even when we disagreed. Especially
@Shepherd Jew Peter ,
@Ravagerblade ,
@Devilbat , and
@CarrotForNakama .
The majority of you who did nothing but spew poison with every post and fling shit at the slightest sign of disagreement, fuck you and rot in hell.
By ya'll