honest tip,i was a hardcore atheist until age 23.One day i thought to myself,if there is something out there must be evidence(even if anecdotal about it) out there.Look up supernatural phenomena,it is not something science can grasp/understand,but there is a lot of evidence about.Start with Miracles of Fatima.The healing that happened in that incident can't be explained.There are many cases of this.i have an skeptic mind too,but search it up without judging.I can share with you some personal stuff in private too.I think i have some pictures.