yeah as a bartender I imagine it's quite nice tbh
I'll probably dabble in it some eventually - albeit it's a restaurant bar, there's an unspoken agreement you can't be a drunk delinquent jackass like you would elsewhere. Probably helps loads rather than bartending in an actual bar, maybe
You will find something!
I've been very fortunate my managers and GM are very, highly empathetic. I forget that not everyone is so lucky. I hope you eventuallt come across a compassionate human being behind the manager