Right, but that doesn't warrant the response you gave Flower. This is what I mean - it creates a negative feedback loop that blows up every game. If that is happening, I need you to be able to control your emotions enough to not let it completely take over the game, but that's what keeps happening. At its core, someone who thinks you're not a good player or whatever isn't all that disparaging. If you don't agree, and I would disagree too, then his opinion shouldn't matter. So that's why I'm saying - take some time away, we'll revisit this in a couple of months and if by then you feel better equipped to handle this then you can come back and play. If you are being spited, and it's bullying, then I'll be able to see that and those doing it will be out of here. For starters, instead of blowing up at them, you should be reporting them - let the process that is in place for this actually work, because as it is, this can't go on.