Bro you need to find enjoyment doing something else. Gaming? Walks? ....
I take all the enjoyement I get from what I can actually do. The fact of not doing other things is not due to a lack of enjoyement, but simply the lack of motivation (created, it seems, by a lack of dopamine).

I'm often sayin it, but my life has been this scene in repeat every days for a decade:


As you can see : Luffy has no motivation to move but he has the determination to want to get out. In return, this situation makes him very frustrated and mad.

Luckily, I know how to control my emotions. I've stopped being mad years ago, I'm simply frustrated now and very determined to get out.
 
I take all the enjoyement I get from what I can actually do. The fact of not doing other things is not due to a lack of enjoyement, but simply the lack of motivation (created, it seems, by a lack of dopamine).

I'm often sayin it, but my life has been this scene in repeat every days for a decade:


As you can see : Luffy has no motivation to move but he has the determination to want to get out. In return, this situation makes him very frustrated and mad.

Luckily, I know how to control my emotions. I've stopped being mad years ago, I'm simply frustrated now and very determined to get out.
What stops you? If the will is there...
Chemical imbalance, so you take medication then?
 
What stops you? If the will is there...
Chemical imbalance, so you take medication then?
Nothing.. That's the problem. I simply "refuse" to move. It's literally like Luffy holding the cup and incapable of moving. I want to move, I want to do things.. but at the same time my mind is refusing it as well.

It's amazingly and extremily frustrating.

I tried medication, but it doesn't work. So currently, I'm searching for a new therapist as there is a big chance that I was misdiagnosed.
 
Nothing.. That's the problem. I simply "refuse" to move. It's literally like Luffy holding the cup and incapable of moving. I want to move, I want to do things.. but at the same time my mind is refusing it as well.

It's amazingly and extremily frustrating.

I tried medication, but it doesn't work. So currently, I'm searching for a new therapist as there is a big chance that I was misdiagnosed.
Hmm, I'm not going to claim I know anything of what you're dealing with, but I do hope you get the help you need somehow. Sounds like a shit situation.
 
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