WG Support Thread
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You haven’t lost a part of your soul, he’s a part of your soul. This is why it’s painful
Someone becomes a part of your being when you love them. This is why I think that our soul is love, you are what you love
Cry, ask questions, live your emotions and smile while remembering him
I wish you the best 🙏🏼
Someone becomes a part of your being when you love them. This is why I think that our soul is love, you are what you love
Cry, ask questions, live your emotions and smile while remembering him
I wish you the best 🙏🏼
Thank you for such kind words. They have touched my heart. I'd very much like to think he had become part of my soul. Then I can carry him with me where I go, and all my adventures will give him experiences too. I want to live a fulfilled life that will make him proud. I hope to see him one day at the end of this life and hear him tell me that he saw it all, critique the things I messed up on, and then just let me hug him. I'll forever miss my found brother, but I also hope he doesn't miss me for too long.
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I habe been abused since a i was a toddler.
Both me and my mom, i had to witness her cry and being beaten up so many times by dad.
I tried to make friends, but they used to bully me and beat me as well no matter how many times i tried to befriend the group leader.
At school, two sede the groups, I didn't wanna choose so they did, all against me.
I changed place, different values and culture, I became the trickster, i wanted acceptance but there I got hated by teacher for racist reasons.
I came back, now bullied and beaten up again, my parents didn't give a shit.
Dad almost killed me.
I made a friend, he was everything, until this day he comes back and goes away, dating my exes or my ex friends and leaving me every time.
I live like a fraud, not doing a single thing in my Life,i am a spectator.
I am detached, I isolated, people used to care now they don't look for me.
I make myself look like a big shot with my intellectual arrogance and I even make up stories to look cool, some didn't get it, started to get hate for It, way older people get i am a good guy, people around my Age don't, they don't get i act edgy on purpose..
I got hated, mentally abused, every failure of me wanting to date crushes me, they tell me i am the best guy and its abusrd i don't have a girlfriend, i can even attract at First with my charisma and personality, but fhen they leave because I am ugly or because I am emptty inside, I feel poor in feelings, poor in giving, I lack emotional resources, i can't give them and they Need attention. I only attract needy depressed girls, i try to be their knight, they abused me mentally. I feel like a robot, i got used to It After hundreds of attempts, but now i became insensitive, empty, my sadness Is dry, my emotions bottled, i can't even cry.
I feel like a robot, a spectator of my Life ,i don't wanna live like this but i can't do much, i Need someone to care but no one does,i Need someone Who cares enough to come After me even If i isolate.
Idk, I just wanna die, my existence Is miserable.
I hate myself. I am alone, completely.
Both me and my mom, i had to witness her cry and being beaten up so many times by dad.
I tried to make friends, but they used to bully me and beat me as well no matter how many times i tried to befriend the group leader.
At school, two sede the groups, I didn't wanna choose so they did, all against me.
I changed place, different values and culture, I became the trickster, i wanted acceptance but there I got hated by teacher for racist reasons.
I came back, now bullied and beaten up again, my parents didn't give a shit.
Dad almost killed me.
I made a friend, he was everything, until this day he comes back and goes away, dating my exes or my ex friends and leaving me every time.
I live like a fraud, not doing a single thing in my Life,i am a spectator.
I am detached, I isolated, people used to care now they don't look for me.
I make myself look like a big shot with my intellectual arrogance and I even make up stories to look cool, some didn't get it, started to get hate for It, way older people get i am a good guy, people around my Age don't, they don't get i act edgy on purpose..
I got hated, mentally abused, every failure of me wanting to date crushes me, they tell me i am the best guy and its abusrd i don't have a girlfriend, i can even attract at First with my charisma and personality, but fhen they leave because I am ugly or because I am emptty inside, I feel poor in feelings, poor in giving, I lack emotional resources, i can't give them and they Need attention. I only attract needy depressed girls, i try to be their knight, they abused me mentally. I feel like a robot, i got used to It After hundreds of attempts, but now i became insensitive, empty, my sadness Is dry, my emotions bottled, i can't even cry.
I feel like a robot, a spectator of my Life ,i don't wanna live like this but i can't do much, i Need someone to care but no one does,i Need someone Who cares enough to come After me even If i isolate.
Idk, I just wanna die, my existence Is miserable.
I hate myself. I am alone, completely.