You are somehow right examples of my experience
I brought brand new chainsaw paid it so much i need to work with her whole year to use her for prices(but add fuel ) but i got 3 year guarantee and i need to work with her so much within three year so if something happens i can get cheaper/free repair
I have pigs(and piglets)and every day i need to feed them(before i go job if im first shift) and after i come home i need to feed them if my wife cant make it so its whole year job which take time ..
And add that if you decline,refuse,try it other time that person may switch worker and dont have buisness with you anymore(like during butchering if you say you cant do it theywill probably switch person next year so i always accept and then i overburden myself with it that day and if you can belive me i work 16h around just so i can keep "customer" but psyichical it take tool(but i also work other psychical jobs) so time from time i feel my back
That's amazing work ethic I want to have but at the same time it's a very tough situation you've put yourself in, those circumstances aren't going to change overnight, you'll need to save up money so cut out unnecessary things, like don't buy the most expensive car/chainsaw you can afford, downsize however you can, minimalism might not be a thing for you but get to a point where you don't have much beyond the bare necessities while still being able to live comfortably, once you have enough money maybe think about hiring someone, an extra pair of hands will surely make your life easier.
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Took me several years before I figured out the road I'm going to take, I've tried copywriting, Amazon FBA, learning coding in an attempt to create an app, in all cases I stopped soon after I begun, sometimes before I even really got into it.
Real estate will require I'm already financially free or well off. My suggestion to you and
@Bullet is to forget completely about becoming rich and switch focus from wealth to health, start working out if you're not already, eat good food, no junk, sleep well, once you get on that journey the path will reveal itself.
I gave up on becoming rich for a year and a half and focused on my health, I lost 21kg and hit the gym, then through that lifestyle I encountered someone who had something going for them that I decided I was going to do myself. I still don't care about becoming rich but through this journey of health I discovered I want to work for myself and become financially free, whether I become rich or not doesn't matter to me anymore.
I recommend the same for you, health is your greatest wealth, it's not just a saying, it's true in everyway possible.