I think you have read us wrong
Sorry if we made you feel like that.
Everytime I started playing mafia on a new forum I had the exact same feeling. When I first joined and started playing here I even had the idea in my head, even though I have been playing for several years and with quite a few people who were already here. I think it is a matter of you getting to know everyone and everyone getting to know you. Like a first day of a new school.