You don't need oversharing
You need meditation
And, if possible then read Atomic Habits by James clear.
I'll try that
Go so your research. I belive it was talked in here as well and you even admitted that your side is the most sad one. There are researches saying that.
Me and my side and you are your side... We have two very different vision of happiness and what being alive means. From my point of view, you are a very VERY
VEEEEEEEEEERRRRYYY SAD person! You can smile all you want, but I know what you believe in and your vision of the world is full of hatred, disdain, confused thoughts about the mechanisms of the world and of course... essentialisms.
I might be frustrated, I might be very angry at a lot of things in the world. But I love, I love so much!
Our side is full of depression and handicaped people, this is true. But this is not because we lack happiness, on the contrary. Our vision is full of hope, it's what we fight for. Out line of sigh is the sun, the horizon, a free from oppression utopia.
But you ? You can't even see anything past capitalism. You might be imagining a world without a state, but this world is not a collective world, it's an capitalistic individualistic one. It's grey, it's full of concrete. It's a world where the law of the strong reign suprem, where tribes will form to compete against eachothers in a game of free market of nothingness. It's the land of the dictators and the fascists.
It's tasteless, hopeless, without creativity, without love.
It's the world of those you gave up dreaming.
You think you can compete with our multidimensionnal rainbow of a dream? You think you can even rival our knowledge of the structural wonders that is the social world ? You think you can hope more than people who smiles while starving ?
Think again mate. You can't even grasp how lively we really are.
Now.. I'm inviting you in. It's up to you to allow yourself a little bit of hope for a change.
Aside from the text inside of it, the video is actually beautiful! But that's something you can only understand if already are or went through a p
recarious situation
What this video doesn't tell you, since it was probably made by someone who is not in that kind of situation and never lived the HARDCORE life of the streets. Is that this man at the end, know very well the cost of not taking. Because where most people are usually benefiting from helps, this man is black.
In a western society this means that this man has a sociological inferior status than anyother in this video. People will not stop to give him money, people will not help him find opportunities.. instead this man has high risks to be arrested by the police because he will make a little bit too much noise or step into the wrong street.
So this man lives not with the rules of white people, but with the laws of the marginalized populations where, if you don't take what is given, you die.
You see, people in needs don't blame others for wanting to survive. We do not wank ourselves on videos of poor people who are just doing what poor people usually do which is giving especially not to be racist. Those - like me - who are the most priviledged of the bunch
GIVE for those who can't afford to spare or to ignore, because contrary to you, we understand how hard it can become and how scary it is.
When a person takes everything like that, it's not because they are bad, it's because they need it!!
I'm sorry if I came as a bit passive agressive here, I found your racist video really distasteful.
On top of that, it might be good for you, instead of looking at how many black men are taking all the food in a video, to look at the number of disabled people who actually went for that food. Maybe it will show you a truth you are denying about capitalism.