I've come to realize there have always been two Abhrahamic religions since Jesus.
One religion run by the rich, that has rape, lying, and thievery as its core. The big one pretending to be a bunch of different ones.
Then real spirituality, what Jesus/Buddha were doing, that have love, empathy, knowledge, and sharing at their core.
And they are just not compatible. One punches down and sucks up to tyrants that like raping and killing kids, the other feeds the kids getting hurt, and punches up into the face of the bullies.
One is based in good and truth, the other filth and lies.
It was never about race, gender sexuality, any of that crap
It is purely an ideology problem.